Black Friday

Well, I am off for yet another ultrasound and HCG injection. We go for the 2nd try tomorrow morning at 7:30. I have a better feeling about this month. The last ultrasound showed 4 eggs on the left and one big one on the right. Not looking forward to driving anywhere near the Willow Grove Mall. Then it is off to work immediately after the appointment.

keeping our fingers crossed.

My uterus on tv

Today is the ultrasound and FSH again and the joyful hysteroscopy.

more later...

Another Saturday

WEll, day # 2 of Clomid. Not as bad as last month. No hot and cold flashes. It is about 29 degrees outside, I could use a warm flash right now. Losing 35 pounds makes winter a little different this year. I have lost my thick layer of blubber and now get cold so easily.

Wednesday is another ultrasound and FSH. If I am ready to ovulate, they will give me the HCG again and then Black Friday will be try # 2. Also, having the wonderful hysteroscopy. Oh joy! My uterus on TV IN LIVING COLOR. There are just somethings that I do not need to see. More cramping, how fun.

Trying to stay calm and positive. Still have cold (3 weeks) and am hoping that it does not turn into bronchitis like it did in the spring.

Off to work......

It's a NO-GO this month...

woke up to discover that I am definately not pregnant this month. I had a feeling and I refuse to psych myself out with this ordeal. I have been a complete bitch and then the cruel fate of my face breaking out told the story. So, another round of ultrasounds, clomid, and the joys of a hyteroscopy and endometrial biospy await me this month. I am kind of bummed. I was veryhopeful that it would take since everything else went so smoothly. Maybe they just did it too early. I don't ever remember ovulating at day 10 in my cycle. They are the experts and I am not being fair to them by second guessign their abilities. They have done this a heck of a lot more than I have. patience. patience.

patience.

patience.

...sigh...